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	<title>Cathy Jacobowitz</title>
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		<title>Maf the dog and Archy the cockroach</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 17 May 2013 23:04:43 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I met Manny Ramirez&#8217;s chef once. (That&#8217;s a famous Red Sox outfielder. I was a huge Red Sox fan while writing Melly Mockingbird, and I sort of miss it.) I told this amiable man how fascinated I am by celebrities. &#8220;Oh, they&#8217;re nothing special,&#8221; the chef said. &#8220;Not so interesting when you get to know [...]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p id="top" />I met Manny Ramirez&#8217;s chef once. (That&#8217;s a famous Red Sox outfielder. I was a huge Red Sox fan while writing <a href="http://www.cathyjacobowitz.net/books/mm/"><em>Melly Mockingbird</em></a>, and I sort of miss it.) I told this amiable man how fascinated I am by celebrities. &#8220;Oh, they&#8217;re nothing special,&#8221; the chef said. &#8220;Not so interesting when you get to know them.&#8221; </p>
<p>I remember feeling very embarrassed. I hadn&#8217;t meant that I thought celebrities were bound to be interesting people, just that I was (and am) endlessly interested in how people deal with the pressures of celebrity. But a &#8220;serious&#8221; novelist&#8212;especially one without the credential of publication&#8212;who&#8217;s mesmerized by pop culture is always dancing along that knife-edge of perceived literary value. I&#8217;ve written about fame in three of my last four books. There&#8217;s <a href="http://www.cathyjacobowitz.net/books/mb-excerpts/bimbo-proof/">Mara</a>, who was inspired by the articles about Pamela Anderson that I used to read in French gossip magazines while working at Borders; <a href="http://www.cathyjacobowitz.net/books/mm/mm-excerpts/part-three/">Jumper</a>, who has the misfortune to be both a rock star and a schizophrenic, and his idol <a href="http://www.cathyjacobowitz.net/books/mm/mm-excerpts/part-two/">Melly</a>, who couldn&#8217;t care less about her reputation; and even <a href="http://www.cathyjacobowitz.net/books/rain-2/rain-excerpts/lore/">Lore</a> and <a href="http://www.cathyjacobowitz.net/books/rain-2/rain-excerpts/sterling/">Sterling</a> are famous in some circles. <span id="more-1996"></span></p>
<p>So I&#8217;ve always admired Scottish novelist Andrew O&#8217;Hagan for taking on &#8220;the modern drama of celebrity&#8221; in <em><a href="http://www.faber.co.uk/catalog/personality/9780571217755" target="_blank"><em>Personality</em></a></em>. Normally I would avoid a book with the words &#8220;Marilyn Monroe&#8221; in the title, but because it was O&#8217;Hagan&#8217;s I leapt at the chance to buy <em><a href="http://www.guardian.co.uk/books/2010/may/08/maf-dog-monroe-andrew-ohagan" target="_blank"><em>The Life and Opinions of Maf the Dog, and of His Friend Marilyn Monroe</em></a></em>. (There&#8217;s a lot of Marilyn in Mara, too, though I wasn&#8217;t conscious of that while I was writing her.) And how did O&#8217;Hagan deal with the challenge of his ostensibly &#8220;unserious&#8221; subject matter? By going as radically intellectual as a small white dog named Mafia Honey can go, and in the process soaring far over my head. But I did enjoy the book&#8217;s extraordinary sentences. Here are a few:</p>
<blockquote><p>Most dogs are socialists, but the schnauzer said the mongrel was a workerist kind of dog with a chip on his shoulder, a <u>New Masses</u> throwback, one of those pups who go on about the vanguard of the proletariat.</p></blockquote>
<p>I love that Maf makes a distinction between socialist dogs and workerist dogs, though I haven&#8217;t the least idea what he&#8217;s talking about.</p>
<blockquote><p>I walked over and lay on a bare mattress in a room across the hallway. There were bedbugs. I saw them and immediately assumed they were little Karamazovs. I don&#8217;t know whether it was the general environment, or the condition of the people they&#8217;d been close to, but the bedbugs had a perfectly Russian attitude, seeming to doubt the reliability of everything. &#8220;We admit it is our time,&#8221; said one of the bugs in a mournful way. &#8220;Russian values, if we may speak of anything so nebulous and bourgeois as values, are understood, in America as elsewhere, to be a central feature in what we might call the great duality and contradiction of the age.&#8221;</p></blockquote>
<p>This one reminded me irresistably of Don Marquis&#8217;s immortal <a href="http://donmarquis.com/archy-and-mehitabel" target="_blank">Archy</a>. Archy is a free-verse poet who has been reincarnated as a cockroach in a newspaper office, where he composes poignant messages on Marquis&#8217;s own typewriter by hitting one key at a time with his head. Due to the limitations of this method, he can&#8217;t produce capital letters or punctuation (if you don&#8217;t understand this, you&#8217;re under forty). <em>The Lives and Times of Archy and Mehitabel</em> is one of my favoritest books ever. Enjoy the following wisdom from Archy.</p>
<blockquote><p>
<strong>now look at it</strong></p>
<p>the human race never would<br />
take my advice<br />
and now just look at it<br />
planning more wars which mean<br />
more debts more trouble and still more wars<br />
well if it wants to commit suicide<br />
why should a little insect such as i<br />
worry about it<br />
a suicide is a person who has<br />
considered his own case and decided<br />
that he is worthless and who acts<br />
as his own judge jury and executioner<br />
and he probably knows better<br />
than anyone else whether there is justice<br />
in the verdict<br />
i am sorry to see the human race go<br />
for it was in some respects almost as interesting<br />
as several species of insects<br />
but if it wants to die off<br />
i shall not worry about it<br />
i shall merely conclude it knows what it wants<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;archy the cockroach
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		<title>Our books would be the end of us</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 09 May 2013 00:16:36 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;m adding a poetry page to the site, rather against my better judgment. As I explained a while ago, I wrote a hell of a lot of poems in college, and they represent a part of my writing life that seems to be pretty much over. Interestingly, I&#8217;ve noticed that even though social media are [...]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p id="top" />I&#8217;m adding a <a href="http://www.cathyjacobowitz.net/poetry/">poetry</a> page to the site, rather against my better judgment. As I explained <a href="http://www.cathyjacobowitz.net/blog/i-was-a-co-ed/">a while ago</a>, I wrote a hell of a lot of poems in college, and they represent a part of my writing life that seems to be pretty much over. Interestingly, I&#8217;ve noticed that even though social media are very much about the present (I was chagrined to realize that my <em>#TheOneWayRain</em> hashtag only pulls up posts from the past week), that present is elongated; one way to self-promote, for example, is tweet the same blog entries over and over, at varying intervals. So I feel that my old poems may as well move in here, as they&#8217;re not going anywhere else. <span id="more-1948"></span></p>
<p>Anyway, this is a poem I wrote while working at Yale&#8217;s <a href="http://beinecke.library.yale.edu/" target="_blank">Beinecke Library</a>. If I am ever tempted to question my race and class privilege, I have only to think back on the fact that I had a summer job inside the closed stacks of one of the world&#8217;s most extraordinary rare-book libraries, from which I was later fired when I stopped showing up. </p>
<p><a href="http://www.cathyjacobowitz.net/poetry/small-prayer-in-beinecke/">Small Prayer in Beinecke</a></p>
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		<title>The heartbreak of indie publishing</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 03 May 2013 23:23:53 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I mentioned that I pop onto Twitter now and again. Two people I follow there are the similarly named Jane Friedman and Joel Friedlander, a pair of hard-nosed commentators on self-publishing. Ms. Friedman has a great roundup of business advice for writers which appears monthly, and which I worked my way back through this afternoon. [...]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p id="top" />I mentioned that I pop onto <a href="http://www.cathyjacobowitz.net/blog/quote-of-the-day/">Twitter</a> now and again. Two people I follow there are the similarly named <a href="http://janefriedman.com" target="_blank">Jane Friedman</a> and <a href="http://www.thebookdesigner.com/" target="_blank">Joel Friedlander</a>, a pair of hard-nosed commentators on self-publishing. Ms. Friedman has a great roundup of <a href="http://janefriedman.com/category/business-for-writers/" target="_blank">business advice for writers</a> which appears monthly, and which I worked my way back through this afternoon. While I was doing that, I couldn&#8217;t resist clicking on a question that informed my daily life for many years: <a href="http://janefriedman.com/2012/12/29/how-long-to-get-published/" target="_blank">&#8220;How Long Should You Keep Trying to Get Published?&#8221;</a> <span id="more-1912"></span></p>
<p>I guess I should say (if it&#8217;s not obvious from the fact that my <a href="http://cathyjacobowitz.tumblr.com/" target="_blank">Tumblr</a> is subtitled &#8220;She hated publicity,&#8221; a line from <em><a href="http://www.cathyjacobowitz.net/books/mm/mm-excerpts/part-one/">Melly Mockingbird</a></em>) that I have mixed feelings about marketing my work. More exactly, I have flat-out uncomfortable feelings, and a lot of confusing emotion, about moving my work from the world of myself into the outside world. To write novel after novel, as I do, you need a certain singleness of purpose, and you also need a pretty vast self-regard. Martin Amis has a good take on this in the <a href="http://www.theparisreview.org/interviews/1156/the-art-of-fiction-no-151-martin-amis" target="_blank">Paris Review</a> (I had it on my wall for a long time):</p>
<blockquote><p>Novelists have two ways of talking about themselves. One in which they do a very good job of pretending to be reasonably modest individuals with fairly realistic opinions of their own powers . . . The second train of thought is that of the inner egomaniac; your immediate contemporaries are just blind worms in a ditch, slithering pointlessly around, getting nowhere. You bestride the whole generation with your formidability. The only thing your contemporaries are doing&#8212;even the most eminent of them&#8212;is devaluing literary eminence. Basically they’re just stinking up the place. You open the book pages and you can’t understand why it isn’t all about you. Or, indeed, why the whole <u>paper</u> isn’t all about you. <strong>I think without this kind of feeling you couldn’t operate at all</strong> [my emphasis].</p></blockquote>
<p>Now, the thing about marketing your book, as a self-publisher, is you can&#8217;t approach it as though your book is a work of genius. That is, you can&#8217;t assume that the quality of the book will automatically bring you readers. At the same time, you have to have the confidence to market yourself in the first place, meaning that you have to believe in &#8220;the product&#8221; (apologies to the Cathy of two years ago). This seems to be about holding two or more realities in your mind at once. And that causes me cognitive dissonance, which I&#8217;ve always hated. When my parents separated, I remember, what bothered me most was that their two realities were suddenly at odds. Which one was I supposed to pick? Yet I&#8217;m a novelist, so my trade is multiple realities&#8212;itself a dissonance I&#8217;ve never reconciled with my instinctive shunning of multiplicity in everyday life.</p>
<p>To the post, though. &#8220;How Long Should You Keep Trying to Get Published?&#8221; is an excellent article with a lot of truth in it. Friedman&#8217;s answer to the question she poses is, roughly, if you&#8217;re worthy, keep trying. Here&#8217;s how she defines worthy:</p>
<li>This is not your first book. &#8220;Many first manuscript attempts are not publishable, even after revision, yet they are necessary and vital for a writer’s growth.&#8221;
<li>You&#8217;ve been writing for a long time. &#8220;Writers who have been actively writing for many years, have produced multiple full-length manuscripts, have one or two trusted critique partners (or mentors), and have attended a couple major writing conferences are often well positioned for publication.&#8221;
<li>You haven&#8217;t spent <em>too</em> much time on this book (&#8220;A writer who has been working on the same manuscript for years and years&#8212;and has written nothing else&#8212;might be tragically stuck&#8221;), but you have written the best book you can (&#8220;Every single piece of greatness must go into your current project&#8221;).
<li>You accurately and realistically understand the market for your book: &#8220;You have to view your work not as something precious to you, but as a product to be positioned and sold.&#8221;
<li>You accurately and realistically understand where your work is positioned on the &#8220;spectrum of quality&#8221;; that is, you read.
<p>For the most part, I agree with her. What bothers me is the underlying assumption that when your manuscript is ready for publication, you will find a publisher. Friedman isn&#8217;t promising this by any means. In fact, she says:</p>
<blockquote><p>I used to believe that great work would eventually get noticed&#8212;you know, that old theory that quality bubbles to the top?</p>
<p>I don’t believe that any more.</p>
<p>Great work is overlooked every day, for a million reasons. Business concerns outweigh artistic concerns. Some people are just perpetually unlucky.</p></blockquote>
<p>Still, the bulk of her article does suggest that if you meet her qualifications (and, as I said, they&#8217;re solid), you should keep trying. I&#8217;m a little sensitive about this. I tried for a long time, and what <a href="http://www.cathyjacobowitz.net/blog/paradigm-shift/">changed my mind</a> in the end was not the kind of cool analysis Friedman advises, but the blunt realization that I just couldn&#8217;t go on the way I had been&#8212;the situation was not working for me. My heart has been broken, many times over, by my failure to get published traditionally. Maybe that&#8217;s not the greatest position from which to start self-publishing, but it&#8217;s the only one I had.</p>
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		<title>Quote of the day</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 03 May 2013 18:05:15 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[My ancestors left Mexico and came to America to make a better life for themselves. One day, I hope to leave Twitter and to do the same. &#8212;Vicente Lozano I have been tweeting a good deal. (Because of my schedule I tend to tweet and walk, which so far has not gotten me into any [...]]]></description>
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<blockquote>My ancestors left Mexico and came to America to make a better life for themselves. One day, I hope to leave Twitter and to do the same.</p></blockquote>
<p>&#8212;<a href="http://www.vicentelozano.com" target="_blank">Vicente Lozano</a></p>
<p>I have been <a href="https://twitter.com/CathyJacobowitz" target="_blank">tweeting</a> a good deal. (Because of my schedule I tend to tweet and walk, which so far has not gotten me into any accidents.) I&#8217;ve found that Twitter feeds my ego and starves it at the same time. I love how Vince can articulate the moral ambiguities of this Matrix-like world in a hundred and forty.</p>
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		<title>I was lucky (Trio)</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 28 Apr 2013 15:26:03 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[At this point in my life, I like about one in four novels well enough to finish it. Since I&#8217;m a buyer, not a borrower, and get most of my reading material either free or secondhand, that means I have a lot of books I don&#8217;t want. After two cleaning sweeps over the past four [...]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p id="top" />At this point in my life, I like about one in four novels well enough to finish it. Since I&#8217;m a buyer, not a borrower, and get most of my reading material either free or secondhand, that means I have a lot of books I don&#8217;t want. After two <a href="http://www.cathyjacobowitz.net/blog/my-books-are-my-wealth/">cleaning sweeps</a> over the past four years, I am have once again built up a pile of a hundred or so discards. No problem, they&#8217;ll go to Goodwill or the library sale and the cycle will continue, but I wish the proportion of great books was a little higher. <span id="more-1892"></span></p>
<p>Recently I was lucky. I went to <a href="http://action.aac.org/site/PageServer?pagename=boom_home" target="_blank">Boomerangs</a> in Jamaica Plain, which almost always has a really excellent selection of paperback fiction in its back room. I got six or seven books (I think I spent $9.00), and the first one was fantastic. Then I read another, and it was good too! Then I read another, and <em>it</em> was good! What a week!</p>
<p>What&#8217;s more, all the three books are about (or partly about) children, and they formed a trio on a common theme, which I would describe as the ambiguous abuse of innocence. The first was <em>Castle</em> by J. Robert Lennon. (I feel obliged to apologize to Mr. Lennon, with whom I exchanged tweets, for buying his book used; my excuse is that I&#8217;ve always cherished a goal of being myself found on the same back shelf on Centre Street.) It was chilling and beautifully crafted. The second was <em>Make Believe</em> by Joanna Scott, and the third <em>My Abandonment</em> by Peter Rock. </p>
<p>I didn&#8217;t think I would like <em>My Abandonment</em>, since it&#8217;s written in a minimalist style which too often characterizes books that don&#8217;t have much to say. But Rock&#8217;s novel is the rare one that keeps nearly everything between the lines, so that by the end of the book you trust the author completely and read very closely to make sure you don&#8217;t miss anything. The last sentence tidies away nothing and leaves you more unsettled than when you began.</p>
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		<title>There Are No Children Here</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 10 Apr 2013 21:52:59 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I picked up this book by Alex Kotlowitz, about a family living in the Henry Horner housing project in Chicago, to learn more about urban poverty. It&#8217;s from 1991, and because it&#8217;s reportage (unlike The Strange Career of Jim Crow, which is history) I was preoccupied with how old it was while I was reading [...]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p id="top" />I picked up this book by <a href="http://alexkotlowitz.com/index.html" target="_blank">Alex Kotlowitz</a>, about a family living in the Henry Horner housing project in Chicago, to learn more about urban poverty. It&#8217;s from 1991, and because it&#8217;s reportage (unlike <em><a href="http://www.cathyjacobowitz.net/blog/the-strange-career-of-jim-crow/">The Strange Career of Jim Crow</a></em>, which is history) I was preoccupied with how old it was while I was reading it. I kept wondering if it was outdated. Things can&#8217;t <em>still</em> be that bad, can they? Here are some of more horrifying details: <span id="more-1874"></span></p>
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<li>The Rivers family is grindingly poor. LaJoe Rivers can barely feed her children, but she spends $80 a month on another necessity&#8212;their burial insurance.</li>
<li>The buildings are so cheaply constructed that the bathroom medicine cabinets in adjoining apartments are connected: &#8220;Over the years, residents had been robbed, assaulted, and even murdered by people crawling through their medicine cabinet.&#8221;</li>
<li>Lafeyette is so traumatized by violence that he begins to lose his memory. &#8220;He recalled nothing of Bird Leg&#8217;s funeral. He couldn&#8217;t remember the names of any of the performers at the talent show. He sometimes had trouble recounting what he had done just the day before in school.&#8221; Pharoah, for his part, develops a stutter and faints at the sound of gunshots.</li>
<li>When the housing manager goes into the basements of Horner for the first time, she throws up. Rusting away amid piles of excrement and animal corpses are an estimated two thousand once-new refrigerators, oven ranges and kitchen cabinets, now useless. They have been there at least fifteen years.</li>
<li>With all that, my middle-class self was perhaps most deeply shocked by the fact that LaJoe&#8217;s bathtub faucet doesn&#8217;t turn off. It just never turns off. And the water pouring out of it is scaldingly hot.</li>
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<p>The Henry Horner Homes have since been <a href="http://articles.chicagotribune.com/2008-07-06/news/0807060029_1_public-housing-residents-chicago-housing-authority-housing-market" target="_blank">demolished</a>, but yes, things still are this bad. These towers may be gone but the racist and dehumanizing systems that built them are still firmly in place. Kotlowitz, who produced <a href="http://interrupters.kartemquin.com/" target="_blank">&#8220;The Interrupters,&#8221;</a> can testify to that, as can the brothers <a href="http://articles.chicagotribune.com/2011-08-14/news/ct-met-interrupters-0814-20110814_1_public-housing-chicago-housing-authority-town-houses" target="_blank">themselves</a>. (And here&#8217;s another eyewitness report from <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q138dZokfBM" target="_blank">Devynity</a>.) </p>
<p>I really struggled with my racism while reading this book. I&#8217;ve read a lot (not enough) in my efforts to become an anti-racist, but nothing has challenged me like &#8220;There Are No Children Here.&#8221; It triggered off a stream of judgmental thoughts and feelings, all of them roughly equivalent to &#8220;<em>Here&#8217;s</em> an instance where they could have made it better for themselves; it&#8217;s really their own fault.&#8221; Maybe this is because Kotlowitz&#8217;s book is also about class, which is more thorny for me personally than, say, a posting on <a href="http://www.racialicious.com/2013/04/09/lets-get-ratchet-check-your-privilege-at-the-door/" target="_blank">Racialicious</a> about why Miley Cyrus shouldn&#8217;t twerk. But while thinking about this I was reminded of another book, similar in some ways, which neatly turned my critical thoughts back on me. It&#8217;s <em><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Corner:_A_Year_in_the_Life_of_an_Inner-City_Neighborhood" target="_blank">The Corner</a></em>, by David Simon and Ed Burns, which asks:</p>
<blockquote><p>If it was us, if it was our lonesome ass shuffling past the corner of Monroe and Fayette every day, we&#8217;d get out, wouldn&#8217;t we? We&#8217;d endure. Succeed. Thrive. No matter what, no matter how, we&#8217;d find the fucking exit.</p>
<p>If it was our fathers firing dope and our mothers smoking coke, we&#8217;d pull ourselves past it. We&#8217;d raise ourselves, discipline ourselves, teach ourselves the essentials of self-denial and delayed gratification that no one in our universe ever demonstrated. And if home was the rear room of some rancid, three-story shooting gallery, we&#8217;d rise above that, too. We&#8217;d shuffle up the stairs past nodding fiends and sullen dealers, shut the bedroom door, turn off the television, and do our schoolwork. Algebra amid the stench of burning rock; American history between police raids. And if there was no food on the table, we&#8217;re certain we could deal with that. We&#8217;d lie about our age to cut taters and spill grease and sling fries at the sub shop for five-and-change-an-hour, walking every day past the corner where friends are making our daily wage in ten minutes. . . . </p>
<p>That&#8217;s the myth of it, the required lie that allows us to render our judgments. . . . Yes, if we were down there, if we were the damned of the American cities, we would not fail. We would rise above the corner. And when we tell ourselves such things, we unthink[ing]ly assume that we would be consigned to Fayette Street fully equipped, with all the graces and disciplines, talents and training that we now possess. . . . We would be saved, and as it always is in matters of salvation, we know this as a matter of perfect, pristine faith.</p></blockquote>
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<p>There&#8217;s actually a devastating conclusion to this passage that I won&#8217;t quote because of its language, but I think <em>The Corner</em> is the superior book for engaging directly with the white reader&#8217;s resistance to the truth.</p>
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		<title>White supremacy in paperback</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 31 Mar 2013 17:13:08 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I believe that one element of white supremacy is unthinkingness. Not thoughtlessness, which suggests that a person knows better if they would only stop and think, but a complete absence of thought that comes from never having had to question one&#8217;s assumptions about the place of white people in this world. Increasingly, I&#8217;m noticing this [...]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p id="top" />I believe that one element of white supremacy is unthinkingness. Not thoughtlessness, which suggests that a person knows better if they would only stop and think, but a complete absence of thought that comes from never having had to question one&#8217;s assumptions about the place of white people in this world. </p>
<p>Increasingly, I&#8217;m noticing this phenomenon in my own field of literary fiction. What does &#8220;white supremacy&#8221; mean in that context? To me, it means an author interspersing characters of color in her book without having examined her own whiteness. (Note: I don&#8217;t think I&#8217;ve fully examined my whiteness by any means.) Often such an author uses people of color as minor characters to make a point about her white protagonists&#8212;how cosmopolitan they are, or how tolerant, or how benevolent. Or the author sets his book in Africa or Japan but is only and overwhelmingly concerned with the white experience of these places. Or she fails to include people of color (or non-middle class people) at all and doesn&#8217;t even notice that she hasn&#8217;t. <span id="more-1863"></span></p>
<p>There are subtler manifestations of white supremacy in fiction, too. Here are three I&#8217;ve come across lately. </p>
<p><strong>1. The high-literary novel about white people in Africa</strong></p>
<p>This book presented with a classy watercolor landscape on the front and blurbs from major newspapers on the back. It may, in fact, be a sensitive and complex treatment of race relations; I don&#8217;t know, because I couldn&#8217;t get past the fifty pages. I just didn&#8217;t feel hopeful that some fifteen thousand words spent exclusively on the experience of privileged white people in Africa would lead into a conscious and respectful treatment of Africans themselves. And when the first allusion to the white heroine&#8217;s African lover involved his &#8220;beautiful black skin,&#8221; I decided I didn&#8217;t want to invest the time to find out. </p>
<p><strong>2. The novel about young middle-class white people in New York</strong></p>
<p>This one, on the other hand, I did finish. It had many good elements, and I dog-eared a couple of pages where smart prose and smart perceptions came together. But the author seemed oblivious to the fact that she was writing about privileged people moving through a non-privileged world (as all we white people do). I felt that I was expected to empathize with the protagonists when they move into a &#8220;rough&#8221; section of Manhattan to save money, or when (this being an extreme example) one of them finds he no longer has a bedroom in his father&#8217;s new condo. Which I might have done, if I had not been annoyed previously by what struck me as the author&#8217;s indifference to people of color. When a minor character with a stereotypically African-American name is described as &#8220;sassy,&#8221; and a housemaid is given another stereotypical name and coded as black and poor seemingly as a matter of course, am I wrong to suspect that these are gestures towards a &#8220;diversity&#8221; that the author doesn&#8217;t wish to examine too closely? </p>
<p><strong>3. The perfectly nice novel of intertwined suspenseful stories</strong></p>
<p>Here I had less to be cranky about. True, all the main characters are white, but the first five novels I wrote were all-white, too. (Fortunately for me, I was unable to get <a href="http://www.cathyjacobowitz.net/blog/paradigm-shift/">published</a> for twenty years and that gave me time to evolve.) On the other hand, one unambiguously villanous character had a Spanish name and spoke <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/African_American_Vernacular_English" target="_blank">AAVE</a> (although not correctly in my opinion). And I had other objections at the level of syntax, too specific to reproduce here, by which minor characters of color were shown to be set-dressing only.</p>
<p>So, what&#8217;s the problem with white supremacy in paperback? Aside from the problems of <a href="http://www.coloursofresistance.org/384/challenging-white-supremacy/" target="_blank">white supremacy</a> in general, this kind of obliviousness damages our work as writers. Fiction, of course, is about truth. And when we reach for the universal truths that, I believe, all writers want to make contact with in some way, our grasp is the weaker for having blocked out most of humanity.</p>
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		<title>Letter to college crush</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 17 Mar 2013 15:05:39 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Wrote this a few months back. Dear C.C., Do you remember when you suggested we swap recommended readings, after our second year at Yale? You lent me My Dog Tulip, Why Are We in Vietnam?, and The Autobiography of Malcolm X. I may have lent you Mumbo Jumbo. I was writing a novel about you. [...]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p id="top" />Wrote this a few months back.</p>
<p>Dear C.C.,</p>
<p>Do you remember when you suggested we swap recommended readings, after our second year at Yale? You lent me <em>My Dog Tulip</em>, <em>Why Are We in Vietnam?</em>, and <em>The Autobiography of Malcolm X</em>. I may have lent you <em>Mumbo Jumbo</em>. I was writing a novel about you. <span id="more-1843"></span> At one point in <em>Tulip</em>, where it must have seemed to you that the author was exhibiting some kind of gay sensibility, you had written in the margin: &#8220;Homo?&#8221; Of the Mailer I recall nothing but the size and shape of the book. I am just finishing <em>Malcolm X</em> tonight, twenty-three years later.<br />
 <br />
Do you remember one night in your room over the courtyard, when we must have been talking about how I loved you and I was crying? I said, &#8220;I can&#8217;t believe I&#8217;m sitting here talking about this,&#8221; and you smiled and said, &#8220;Better sitting than lying.&#8221; That was such a sexy thing to say, by the way, and also a pun. </p>
<p>Do you remember when you turned to me, one evening inside the New Haven Mall, and with the touch of self-mockery that was characteristic to you asked me, &#8220;Do you fight racism within your own mind?&#8221;? I can finally say yes.</p>
<p>Have a good day, C.C., my affection is with you always. </p>
<p>Cathy</p>
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		<title>The Strange Career of Jim Crow</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 13 Feb 2013 00:55:55 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I recently finished this book by C. Vann Woodward from 1966 (second revised edition). It&#8217;s a short book, in a courtly old style, and the material it covers was so new to me that reading it was kind of a dreamlike experience. I was struck by the many ways in which Jim Crow laws were [...]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p id="top" />I recently finished this book by C. Vann Woodward from 1966 (second revised edition). It&#8217;s a short book, in a courtly old style, and the material it covers was so new to me that reading it was kind of a dreamlike experience. I was struck by the many ways in which Jim Crow laws were anticipated, echoed, or connived at by the North. &#8220;At the dawn of the new century,&#8221; Woodward observes (meaning, of course, the twentieth),</p>
<blockquote><p>the wave of Southern racism came in as a swell upon a mounting tide of national sentiment and was very much a part of that sentiment. Had the tide been running the other way, the Southern wave would have broken feebly instead of becoming a wave of the future.</p></blockquote>
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<p>Here&#8217;s something I found quite shocking, due to my love of elite liberal media:</p>
<blockquote><p>It was quite common in the &rsquo;eighties and &rsquo;nineties to find in the <span style="text-decoration: underline;">Nation</span>, <span style="text-decoration: underline;">Harper&#8217;s Weekly</span>, the <span style="text-decoration: underline;">North American Review</span>, or the <span style="text-decoration: underline;">Atlantic Monthly</span> Northern liberals and former abolitionists mouthing the shibboleths of white supremacy regarding the Negro&#8217;s innate inferiority, shiftlessness, and hopeless unfitness for full participation in the white man&#8217;s civilization. . . . Just as the Negro gained his emancipation and new rights through a falling out between white men, he now stood to lose his rights through the reconciliation of white men.</p></blockquote>
<p>For me that last sentence points up one of the major themes of the book: the usefulness of racism comes first, before racist structures are actually cemented into place. (This is also a theme of the great <a href="http://www.cathyjacobowitz.net/blog/undoing-racism-part-deux/">&#8220;Undoing Racism&#8221;</a> training.) Black people in America were (and are) oppressed by laws and customs not because white people spontaneously came to believe that they were inferior, but because that belief was <em>useful</em> to the white power structure. In fact, a populist politician named Tom Watson put it this way in 1892:</p>
<blockquote><p>You [blacks and whites] are made to hate each other because on that hatred is rested the keystone of the arch of financial despotism which enslaves you both. You are deceived and blinded that you may not see how this race antagonism perpetuates a monetary system which beggars you both.</p></blockquote>
<p>Woodward shows that this &#8220;race antagonism&#8221; was adopted for very specific purposes, and that the South had permission to do so from the country as a whole.</p>
<blockquote><p>No real relief was in sight from the long cyclical depression of the &rsquo;nineties, an acute period of suffering that had only intensified the distress of the much longer agricultural depression. . . . There had to be a scapegoat. And all along the line signals were going up to indicate that the Negro was an approved object of aggression. These &#8220;permissions-to-hate&#8221; came from . . . the federal courts in numerous opinions, from Northern liberals eager to conciliate the South . . . and from a national temper suddenly expressed by imperialistic adventures and aggressions against colored peoples in distant lands.</p></blockquote>
<p>It&#8217;s interesting to me too that Woodward explicitly names Jim Crow as a system of racist laws put in place by the forces of white supremacy. The phrase &#8220;white supremacy,&#8221; used to mean the structural forces that keep black people at the bottom of American society, has gone out of the mainstream since <em>Strange Career</em> was published; last fall I noted my surprise when <a href="http://www.cathyjacobowitz.net/blog/magazine-roundup/">Ta-Nehisi Coates</a> used it in his assessment of Obama. When I use it myself I always explain nervously, &#8220;I don&#8217;t mean like the KKK, I mean . . .&#8221; </p>
<p>Finally, here&#8217;s a bracing quote from Abraham Lincoln (1858):</p>
<blockquote><p>I will say then that I am not, nor ever have been in favor of bringing about in any way the social and political equality of the black and white races . . . and I will say in addition to this that there is a physical difference between the black and white races which I believe will for ever forbid the two races living together on terms of social and political equality. And inasmuch as they cannot so live, while they do remain together there must be the position of superior and inferior, and I as much as any other man am in favor of having the superior position assigned to the white race.</p></blockquote>
<p>It&#8217;s important to remember that Spielberg&#8217;s is not the only history.</p>
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		<title>Paperwork</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 12 Feb 2013 23:39:56 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[What people don&#8217;t understand is this: art&#8217;s only half intoxication; the rest is paperwork. Only a fine line separates the artist from the accountant&#8212;but as in drawing, the placement of that line is everything. &#8212;Paul Russell, The Unreal Life of Sergey Nabokov]]></description>
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<blockquote><p>What people don&#8217;t understand is this: art&#8217;s only half intoxication; the rest is paperwork. Only a fine line separates the artist from the <a href="http://www.cathyjacobowitz.net/blog/of-balance-sheets/">accountant</a>&#8212;but as in drawing, the placement of that line is everything.</p></blockquote>
<p>&#8212;<a href="http://paul-russell.org/index.php" target="_blank">Paul Russell</a>, <em>The Unreal Life of Sergey Nabokov</em></p>
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